Wednesday, July 19, 2006

What are your fears in life

This week I have been thinking alot about what I am afraid. I never take the time to look at my fears. But Last night at Refuge Kelly talked about fear and that really hit me because that has been something I have been struggling with. It was a good night because alot of people opened up and some of the things there were afraid of. That was great because then we got to pray for them. At the end of the night we were told to go and write down all of your fears and are burredens. It was hard for me because there still a few thing I fear.Then we were went if were ready to give all our fears to God. We put them in a basket and give them to God. For me one of my biggest fears is not having an relationship with God. I fear losing that relationship. I need this relationship becasue it is the only relationship that get me through the day. Knowing that God is there watching over me and protecting me is what helps me live.

I was reading a blog that Karyn Baker wrote and it talks about light and darkness. This is also one of my fears is walking in the darkness and not living in the light. I don't want to be in the dark because it scares me to death. I am afraid of seeing Satan. Somethign I think there is alot of darkness because I choes not to live in the light. The light is what will help me. The light is God and that is what I want to live in the light and not in the darkness.

1 comment:

Inquistive sentiment said...

Hey april!
I will be praying that all the fears in ur live will be gone and that u will be able to walk in God's light
Belssings