This week was a long week . I spent it being at home sick as a dog. There was some good things about it and some bad things about it. Well the bad thing about being sick for ten days and not leaving the house, you start to forget all the things around you. You start to feel bad that you had to miss church, but I know that God wanted me to stay home a get better. I feel that I should have been spending this time reading my bible and spending time with God but I chosse not to and I feel bad.I want to have a good relationship with God but I can't except to sit on my but and do nothing to have that relationship. It takes work and that was something I miss out on this week. I miss two weeks of work which sucks also I missed my friends. I haven't seen them in almost two weeks and I really miss them. I had to listen to my mother yell at me sware at me and it hurts because I didn't do anything but I took all the yelling because I thought that was what God wanted me to. The good thing about being sick and staying home was that I got to sleep in till noon every day and that was great. That was something I needed really bad.
I read a really good blog that Karyn Baker wrote. It is about the light and how there are times that instead of listening to God we tend to do other things. We tend to let other things get in the way of our relationship with God. She wrote something about when we don't take time to listen to God or sit at his feet it is like we are living in the darkness. That is scary living in the dark. Living in the dark is like being alone in the world and today that is what alot of poeple are doing. They are living in the darkness of the world. I just wish that they would see the light that is infront of them. That light is God he is shining his light on us so that we can walk in his path. Sometimes when I am not working on my relationship with God I feel like I am in the dark because I can't seem to find my way. What a great blog it really got me thinking of my life and the way I live. I want to be in the light as you are in the light. I want to shine like stars in the heavens. That is a great song because it is so true. I want people to know that I am living for God, that my life belongs to him. Everything I do I want it to be for him. God is the one who saved me. My pray is that we will all look at our lives and see were we walking in the dark and turn to God.