When Satan Attacks

This week has been really hard for me with alot going on that I can't figure out why it is all happening to me. There is some really strongholds on me rigth now. It seem like every time I get close to God. I mean have a strong relationship with him Satan tens to jump in and try to take over my life. Sometimes I am so tried that I let him and then I fall away from God. This time I don't want to fall away from God because when I have God in my life I am so much happer. There is joy when I am with the Lord. I really struggeld this week with Satan and God. Know how was in my head telling me all this stuff. Then I figured it was Satan because he was putting lies in to my head. That might explain why my head hurts it's from all the lies the Satan keeps putting in. Rightnow I feel like there is something holding me back from really getting to know God and the plans he has for me. There is this veil that is blocking me from seeing God. I really want that veil to be uncovered so I can see God and be the person he wants me to be. I don't want to hind behind this mask anymore. I don't want to hide form God.
Last night I was at this worship service downtown were the war college students go. I really felt like that was where God wanted me to be. I was suppose to meet a friend there but then she decided that she wasn't going to go and asked if I wanted to hang instead of going to the worship service and I said no because God really wanted me to be there. I am happy that I went because God was speaking to me. I wanted Satan to know that he has know place in my life. I don't want to live two different lives. I want to only live for God.
I have one pray for you all that my relationship with God will be stronger and that Satan won't be albe to win me over. That God will heal me from all this stress and help me to get some rest. That I won't be sick anymore.
God Bless You