Youth Together 2006

Last weekend I was away at camp sunrise for a weekend called youht together. What a great weekend, besides the whole not getting enough sleep. I had only 4 hours of sleep, but hte thing is that I was not tried until the day we left. As soon as we got on the ferry I was so tried. Anyways the theme for Youth Together this year was REVOLUTION. This was a good weekend for because I was strugging with alot of things and I brought them up to camp with me. On the first night we did worship and I love to worship God. So when we were worshipping I was not really feeling like I wanted to worship God and I didn't know why. I spent so time in prayer with the Lord during worship and he was revailing stuff to me. I asked God why I was not feeling like I wanted to worship him and he told me that I am worshipping him through prayer. I have been strugging with worshipping the Lord for awhile because things have been going on in my life and I couldn't find the time to be with the Lord. Ss God was telling me alot of things and I was crying as he was taking to me. God kept saying I love you, I love you, you are my child and I will not level you a lone. The whole weekend was about REVOLUTION and if you can see the route word is Love. God wants me to love others no matter what they have done to me. This weekend I was expecting to get anything out of it because I was there for the youth but I got lost out of the weekend. I had the chance to see what worship really looks like. Over the weekend God revailed to me what I was doing wrong because I asked him what is my worship suppose to look like. God told me and I started to break down, I was crying so hard because I wanted my worship to be the wya God wanted ti to be. At Youth Together I felt so broken inside that I din't know what was going on and God showed me why I was so broken.

God told me that I need to look to him for confort and help. That he wants to guide me in walk and not see me go off the wrong path. For awhile I was not living for God, it was all about what I wanted and not what God wanted.God told me to keep praying and worshipping him because has something specail for me. He wants me to keep feeling broken because when I feel broken that is when God is doing his work in me. God ahs been walking me thorugh some stuff from my past that I don't want to have to walk thorugh because it hurts me and I don't think I can handle the hurt again. God has something big for me and I just need to keep praying for his help.

As I write all this I am thinking about what we talked about in this cell group that I go on Wednesday nights. We talked about persevance and not giving up because God is not asnwering our prays rightway. God has his onw timing for asnwered prays and we just have to wait. The more we persever the more our faith increaes. I want my faith to increaes. I want to believe that God is going to take care of everything that is going on in my life rightnow. God is great.

Blessing