New Job

This week I started a new job and I am so happy because I get to work with kids. I love it so much I not only get to work with them I get to play with them and chat with them. Yesterday I was at work I meet this one girl that I love so much. She said to me that I wa a cool teacher that made me almost cry because I have been going through so tough stuff and just being able the kids has help me a little. The kids bring so much out of me. I have had the best three days of my life. I couldn't have asked for a better job. I love kids and I love working with them.

On wednesday night at cell group we got to talking and I had reveiled something that I was so afarid to talk about because I though I was going to be judge. It was a different night for. I was in tears by the middle of the night and could not stop crying. Rightnow I am walking through some stuff with God and I am felling so weak. God is good because I was able to share that stuff and the cell group praied for me. I had a friend come up to me and say something that was encouraging. I really needed to hear that. I have been looking at my life and seeing were I am messing up and I can't figure it out. Everything I am doing in my life is wrong and I can't stop what I am doing.

Well I don't much to say rightnow. I am still walking through this with God. I know that some day I figure it all out. I mean that I will figure my life out .