LIVING FOR JESUS

This week has been really hard for me. I have been dealing with alot of tuff stuff at home. The Devil has been working in my house hold for along time and I am scared. I don't feel safe at home because I am afraid of the Devil and I don't want him to win. I have been doing my best to live for Jesus but sometimes I let Satan get into my mind and then I give up on living for Jesus. I really want to be stronger and have the Devil be gone from my house but I don't know what to do. I have been praying alot more because I really want thing to get better at home. The more I pray the more I feel like things are getting worse. I just want to live for Jesus and not have to be scared of what will happen to me. I haven't slept much in the last few months. I so tried and so sick that I can't sleep. I haven't really been eating much. I guess it because of all the stress. I was getting help with the things at home but then this one person is no longer invovled because I haven't spoken to her in two months. I guess she doesn't want to be apart of this anymore and that is okay. I am trying to talk to my mom about go to get some help. Micheal Collions is willing to help me. He is not going to give up. He wants to do what ever it takes to fix this. I praise God ever day for all the great people he has placed into my life.
Even with all this going on I am still Living for Jesus. He is my everything. This last week a friend and I have been working on this song that I have written. It talks about searching for God because I am looking for God to show me what he wants. So even in the hardest of times always remember that you are living because of Jesus. That is what I have learnt from all of this. I would have to say that it is a good lesson for me. With all the hard times comes healing.
God Bless You All