Late Night Out With Good Friends

Yesterday I had gotten the day off of work because I had worked almost all week so they gave me the rest of the week off, which was great.I got to spend some time with my mom and sister. Then I went downtown to a worship service with the war college students. It was alot of fun because I had the chance to hang out with my friends that I haven't hung out with in awhile. After the worship service a group of us with out dancing and that was fun. I had the chance to be in followship with my friends and really have the chance to be my self. There is nothing better than having a night out with your friends. I was able to really feel like I was apart of that group of friends. The dancing was alot of fun even though I am not the greatest dancer. I still went out and had a blast. I never though I would have had that much fun.
For those of you that don't in the last couple of weeks I have been going through some spirital stuff. God has been talking to me about somethings he wants me to do but I don't know if I am ready to step out and win the world for Jesus.After attending RAW over the spring break God has been reveiling things to me that he wants me to take part in. I don't want to let God down but I really don't know if I am ready to take these big steps. All this could mean me having to change my life around and not live the way I am right now. I find it funny that God is calling me to do this stuff because I have not always been the greatest christian. I have messed up alot but God has always forgiven me.
With all this going on I have not really been myself. I have not been sleeping or eating because I am so confused, I don't know what to do. I want my life to be on the right track but I also don't want to disapoint God if I mess up.So last night was something I really needed , just that chance to hang out with my friends which are christians to. Having that time away from what is going through my mind helped me to see a picture of what God is wanting to happen in my life. I hope that all this will change who I am today and that I will be able to have a stronger relationship with God. I love seeing and hearing what God wants to say to me or show me. I can't wait to see what is going to happen next.
Bye For Now
God Bless