Testing of my faith

I find it funny that Satan tries to enter into our lives. For me I used to always fall into the traps that Satan put in front of me. Now that I am on fire for God everything I do is for him and I never do anything with asking him.
These last few weeks my faith was tested and I almost lost faith in what I believe in. I have been questioning some of the stuff in my life lately and started to doubt God's promises. Some of the stuff that I have been questioning is why does God put trails in our lives, why does he let us have pain, and why does God let us fight with each other when he wants ue to all get along. These are some of the questions that have been running in my head for along time.
When your faith gets tested don't fall away from God that is when you need him the most. The testing of our faith is the way God tests our relationship with him. It also is one way to show how commited we are to following God. My faith was tested and I have lost all that I have worked for like my relationship with God. I have fallen further away from him in these last couple of weeks. I have lost interest in reading God's word and in knowing what he wants of me.
I had someone this week say to me you call yourself a Christian and at that moment I said no because I have not been living aChristlike life and I have been letting God down by my actions. I know that God will forgive me but I don't deserve his forgiveness. Ihave done everything wrong. Our faith gets tested all the time.