Change My Heart O God

This last couple of weeks I have been looking at my life and not really liking what I have been seening. There have been things that I done or seen that I don't like what has been going on. I have been finding it hard spending time with the Lord, like beening in the Word, worshipping him, serving him with my heart. All this stuff has been taking away from my relationship with the Lord and I want it back. I have been trying really hard to spend with the Lord but then other things get in the way and then I forget about my time with the Lord. I know that spending time with the Lord is important because it helps our relationship to grow and it builds my faith up. I want God to change my heart and make it pure again to cleasn me from my sins. Lord come and change my heart and make it the way you want it to be,take control of my heart.

On New years eve there was a worship service at New West church and it was every powerful for me even though I was had to do powerpoint and keep an eye on the pray concer. I was able to worship God in a way I have never been able to. That night God was speaking to me about my life and I was looking at heart and how I was feeling. God keep telling me that everything is going to okay I just need to trust in him and he will take care of me. God is all powerful and amazing. God is a changeless God who can change anyone or an situation he chooses. The Lord is faithful in all he does. In first Samuel 10:6 it says The Spirit of the Lord will come upon you in power, and you will prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person. I want to be changed into a different person, someone who God is proud of. The Lord and forgiving. So back to New Years Eve, Pastor Karyn had spoke about looking in our hearst and asking God what he has for us and then recieve what he has for you. I did look into my heart and what I saw was not good because I have been pushing God away for awhile. So the relationship I have with the Lord in not as strong I wish it could be.

My pray is that God will can into our lives and change our heart, make it pure and forgive us of our sins.

Blessing
April