What Is God Will

This has been something I have been searching for, for awhile because I didn't know what God had planned for me in trumse of Ministry. Then I spent so time in pray and asked God what he want me to do and if the Ministries I was involved in was what he wanted me to do. I am not sure if I got the right answer but I have decieded to talk some time off the worship team to explore other Minisrtries that New West is offering to people. I was talking to my Youth Pastor Cory about my future and what I was planning on doing in the fall. I told him I was planning on going to Pacific Life Bible College to talk a Youth and Pastrol Program there because I feel like I am meant to be working with Youth and Children so I was talking to him about that and telling him that I think that is were God is wanting me to go. So Cory and I got to talking and he was telling me about who they were looking for someone to be The Sunday School Coordintor and I told Cory that I wouod pray about it and see what God wants me to do0. So I went home on Firday and prayed abput and then I come back on Sunday and told Cory I was intertesed in doing that. This is a way for me to grow in my gifts and to do what God wants me to do. This is all for God. I am doing this voluteerly for God and also for Cory because he doesn't have enough time to do it with all that he does already. I am very excited about this oppournity becauseI get the chance to be involved in the children's lives at the Church. I am the one who makes the schulde and fills in for people that can't make there day. This Sunday I get to do Sunday School so it is going to be good.

Doing God will is what I want to do because I don't want to doing anything that God doesn't want me to do. I want to do service for him and worship him from my heart and make it real not something were I am doing it for the attention because then were does all the glory go. It is all for Jesus and I will give him my all. He is worthy of all my praise and I want to praise him with all my heart and soul. The Lord has been good to me and I want to serve him for all that he has done for me. Like sending his Son to die on the cross for me sins. I am forgive because he forgives me evenm when I still sin he forgives because he love s us all so much. God will is great. he will never make you do something you are not ready to do unless he thinks you are ready to do it then go for it because God will be with you all the way. He is walking by your side and he will never let you go.

That is so encouraging because I don't want God to ever let me go. I want to live for him everyday. I want to speak his word to others and not be afraid because God will protect me.

Change My Heart O God

This last couple of weeks I have been looking at my life and not really liking what I have been seening. There have been things that I done or seen that I don't like what has been going on. I have been finding it hard spending time with the Lord, like beening in the Word, worshipping him, serving him with my heart. All this stuff has been taking away from my relationship with the Lord and I want it back. I have been trying really hard to spend with the Lord but then other things get in the way and then I forget about my time with the Lord. I know that spending time with the Lord is important because it helps our relationship to grow and it builds my faith up. I want God to change my heart and make it pure again to cleasn me from my sins. Lord come and change my heart and make it the way you want it to be,take control of my heart.

On New years eve there was a worship service at New West church and it was every powerful for me even though I was had to do powerpoint and keep an eye on the pray concer. I was able to worship God in a way I have never been able to. That night God was speaking to me about my life and I was looking at heart and how I was feeling. God keep telling me that everything is going to okay I just need to trust in him and he will take care of me. God is all powerful and amazing. God is a changeless God who can change anyone or an situation he chooses. The Lord is faithful in all he does. In first Samuel 10:6 it says The Spirit of the Lord will come upon you in power, and you will prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person. I want to be changed into a different person, someone who God is proud of. The Lord and forgiving. So back to New Years Eve, Pastor Karyn had spoke about looking in our hearst and asking God what he has for us and then recieve what he has for you. I did look into my heart and what I saw was not good because I have been pushing God away for awhile. So the relationship I have with the Lord in not as strong I wish it could be.

My pray is that God will can into our lives and change our heart, make it pure and forgive us of our sins.

Blessing
April