WORSHIP

Last night I was at the Hill for the evening service. It was really great the worship was something I really needed. I was struggling this week with my focus on God because of somethings that have gone. This week all I thought about was me and what I wanted. I should have not thought about myself because I am living today because of God. So i should have been listening to what God wanted me to do and not what I wanted. God is going to support me in allo that I need. So ther worship was great I was able to give myself to God and surrend all that I needed to , to him. I had to ask God to forgive me for all that I had done this week. The whole not focusing on him and only on myself. I leaqrnt a reall good lesson from all this and that is that God want to show me all kinds of things. He wants me to listen to him and to wait for what he wants me to do. I want to give my worship to God. All I have to hiom and that is all I have to offer to him is my all. Worship for me is the best way to have intamcy with him and that is what I want to have a relationship with him.
That nigth I was going through a tuff time and just being able to lay mylife down for the Lord was the best thing ever. During the worship I was lieing down at the alter and a friend come up to me and asked if I needed pray and I said yes. At that moment I know that God wanted me to ask for forgiveness for what I had done that week. I lost all focus on God because I was fovusing on all the money I would be making not what I was suppose to be fouscing on. I was suppose to be focusing on what was going to happen to next day. I haed a family meeting. It went okay I guess. Not what I wanted to hear but it is not about me. It is about what God wants and what he thinks is best. That is something I have been struggling with. I pray that God will show me what he wants and that I want get so caught up in the money that I forget to look to God.
Blessing to you all.