The Start Of A New Year

One year went by and anew one has begin. Every year I alway make a resolution but this year I decied not to because I never seem to keep them. So I though that instead of making a resolution I would work on living for God and making new commitments to him. I made a commitment with God.
Last Sunday at church we talked about making new commitments to God. We talked about three different ways of doing that
#1- making a promise to God/commitment
#2- offering something to God(which could be like surrneding to God)
#3-chaging the way you live which means chaging for the good.
There was this one station that I felt God calling to go to and that was the station where you would ask for healing wheather it was for pain, brokeness, or famliy. God really wanted me to go up there becuase I have been struggling with a broken heart that has not made me want to come back to church.
By the end of the service I decided that I wanted to give the church another chance. I am starting top get over what had happened but it will take time. I am going to take it step by step.
I am ready to start my life over again which means I am starting this search for God over. I am going to look for God again but this time I am not going to mess up.
I am staring a new chapter in my life as of today. I am going to be a changed person. I am no longer going to live two different lives. I am going to be real